Baby, Black & White

Blind Sighted

Blind Sighted
 - to those who have lost inlove

Didn’t see it coming
It wasn’t the words said
I did all the loving
It was those left for dead.

Heart filled with green
Your body – the machine
Should have just shot me in the foot
Oh no, sorry it was my heart you took.

You’re confusing, abusing, You took me for a ride
You nodded, you smiled, you fucking lied.

I can’t be angry, I can’t be mad
If it’s your loss they say
Then why am I so sad
Never mind, I’ll find a better you
Whose shit ill not go through.

So make up your mind
Stop looking behind
Shes gone.  Shes dead.
& start looking ahead!

Just too Sweet.

Do you think I like being like this?

Do you think I like being like this?

I hate loving you.
I hate it more than peak hour traffic, 45degree days & 75hr weeks.
It’s worse than rain on your birthday, getting fired or having no toilet paper.

I hate thinking about you.
being considerate, caring and accomidating is frustraighting

I hate being your option.
The thing when times get tough, you cling to.

I hate not giving up.
Not in the dream or a chance but in you as a person.

I hate that you didn’t fight.
It’s easier to give up then fight for whats actually right,you fucking coward.

I hate missing you.
Not hearing your voice, your daily recount & our walks.

I hate that you outplayed me.
Just caught in your web of games.

I hate that you act like the nice guy
I was just the convient option.

I hate that i cant fast foward time.
I no longer love you.

I hate that you don’t understand.
The meaning of words such as love, loyality &  lifetime

I hate that you are blind
to see whats infront of you is pure, personal & perfect.

I hate that you will make these mistakes again.
You don’t know what you want.

I hate that our chemistry does not lie.
Nor does it fake, pretend to be something its not or hide.
Remember this, as one day it may the only truth you have left in your life.

Three words, eight letters – say it & I’m yours, forever.

Baby, Black & White


hey guys :)
i havent been around much for the last year becausen it was my last year at highschool etc etc.
im pretty sure you know what that means - no sleep & no weekends :( lol.

i'm studyig public relations at tafe so i decided that i should get my blog up & running :)
how has everyone been?

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Baby, Black & White

weight loss

i went to my cousins babay shower yesterday.
it was soo cute, she had little plastic dummies as table weights & everyone wenthome with pink rattle choclates ( she's having a baby girl)
but this lady who gate crashed got on the alcohol & said i was too big & had huge breasts.
it was so rude! and she announced it to everyone!

so, what i've decided to do is go on a helthy eating program.
i'm a 8-10 american sizing i think.. but theres still alot of work to be done.
i've realised you can't cut out fastfood completely because i get blemishes (eeekkk!)
+ with 60% of australian adults being either overweight or obese..
its really hard!
does anyone have any ideas or suggestions that have helped them?
feed back would be great!
Baby, Black & White


I went to a carnival on Wednesday.
It was soo much fun, seriously.
Balloons, Face painting && Fairy floss.
I went on all the rides and got sick.
haha. other than that it was great!

Everything's going well with my family.
No body is sick.
I've started writing poems again.
They are abit silly but you know


Baby, Black & White


Proxy Sites?
yerr im at school supposed to be doing work. 
but the computer man at our school has blocked myspace on all of our school computers.
does anyone know of any proxy sites so i can go on?
please reply asap.

Baby, Black & White


alright, as you all know. I'm not the best updater on LJ.
I'm hardly ever update, mainly becuase i have no time.
So if you want you can cut me..
You guys are great seriously.
you have to put up with all my non doing things


Just too Sweet.


"All is fair in love & war"
Nope, sorry i disagree.
War is disgust.
is unrealistic.
Youth is forever.
I went ice skating last night.
It was soo funn!!
I was supposed to meet a boy.
but i got nervous & avoided him.
Today he asked if i went.
I said yes & i said i couldn't talk to him.
He asked why? I said i didn't know.
I think i like this boy but we are just friends.