Two-Faced? What does it really mean?
I feel like i am two diffrent people. Like there's this superactive fun loving gemm and there's the creative, serious me. I don't know what's wrong. I mean i don't supposely change personalities. It depends on the situation. I guess the superactive me is there to hide away the serious me. Like a Mask. A Detour. Protection. Protection from fears, hurt, love , relationships, emotions. everything. I'm thinking about this carefully.I really don't know how to describe this feeling. It's soo foreign. It doesn't belong. I guess That's what a teenager is all about. Trying to find yourself and start a good foundation for the rest of your life. Try New Experiences. Get Hurt. Learn from it. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I am a walking talking model of this saying. There's so many problems in my life i don't know where to explain or waht to do. But i guess everyone has these problems. I was reading Collette's LJ -about her experiences about being female and wishing to be male. I don't have this problem becuase I am not attractive to men which is a good thing in most cases. Everyone hads their problems weather it be social, rasical or anything. I guess I'm good at defining what mine is but it will come with time. Slowly but suely.